Sakit kan?

Sakit kan...

Bila dulu kita pernah dilukai, sejak itu kita jadi ekstra berhati2 dengan perasaan kita.


Bila ada orang yang nak cuba memikat dan menawan hati, kita bagi warning awal2 - kita belum bersedia, jangan harap apa2...


Kita selalu cakap - kita kawan je ok?


Tapi sekeras2 hati, lama2 lembut juga... Bila dia bersungguh2, buat apa saja untuk kita lama2 kita pun jatuh perlahan2...


Hati berbunga2, hidup kembali ceria sejak hadirnya dia, kiranya dah boleh terima lelaki semula, cinta itu rupanya masih ada. Hati yang retak2 dah hampir jadi pasir dulu, bila di repair2 rupanya masih boleh dipakai.


Bila mula rasa tak boleh hidup tanpa dia, sudah berani mengaku suka dan sayang. Sedangkan si dia sudah lama mengucapkan walaupun tanpa ada balasan. When every single day, he is the first and the last thing in our mind.


Tapi, sayang semuanya sudah terlambat...


Si lelaki lihat selama ini kita hanya memain2kan perasaan dia, kita take him for granted, dia hanya tempat persinggahan... Unintended, choice to live my life extended? Fick.


Dah terlambat bila hati dia dah tertutup... Dan berpaling pada yang lain.


Pecah lagi.


Sakit kan?

 Rossa - Aku Bukan Untukmu

Dahulu kau mencintaiku

Dahulu kau menginginkanku

Meskipun tak pernah ada jawabku

Tak berniat kau tinggalkan aku

Sekarang kau pergi menjauh

Sekarang kau tinggalkan aku

Disaat ku mulai mengharapkanmu

Dan kumohon maafkan aku

Aku menyesal telah membuatmu menangis

Dan biarkan memilih yang lain

Tapi jangan pernah kau dustai takdirmu

Pasti itu terbaik untukmu

Janganlah lagi kau mengingatku kembali

Aku bukanlah untukmu

Meski ku memohon dan meminta hatimu

Jangan pernah tinggalkan dirinya

Untuk diriku

Lagu tema hari ini #2

Lama bangat tak kemaskini natang ni kan. Huh, hati kurang tenang.


Billy Talent - Fallen Leaves



In a crooked little town, they were lost and never found
Fallen leaves, fallen leaves, fallen leaves on the ground

I hitched a ride until the coast
To leave behind all of my ghosts
Searching for something I couldn't find at home

Can't get no job, can you spare a dime?
Just one more hit and I'll be fine
I swear to God this will be my one last time

In a crooked little town, they were lost and never found
Fallen leaves, fallen leaves, fallen leaves on the ground
Run away before you drown, or the streets will beat you down
Fallen leaves, fallen leaves, fallen leaves on the ground

When it gets dark in Pigeon Park
Voice in my head will soon be fed
By the vultures that circle round the dead

In a crooked little town, they were lost and never found
Fallen leaves, fallen leaves, fallen leaves on the ground
Run away before you drown, or the streets will beat you down
Fallen leaves, fallen leaves, fallen leaves on the ground

I never once thought I'd ever be caught
Staring at sidewalks hiding my track marks
I left my best friends, or did they just leave me?

In a crooked little town, they were lost and never found
Fallen leaves, fallen leaves, fallen leaves on the ground
In a crooked little town, they were lost and never found
Fallen leaves, fallen leaves, fallen leaves on the ground
Run away before you drown, or the streets will beat you down
Fallen leaves, fallen leaves, fallen leaves on the ground

Run away before you drown
Fallen leaves, fallen leaves, fallen leaves on the ground
Run away before you drown
Fallen leaves, fallen leaves, fallen leaves on the ground

Lagu tema hari ini #1

Staind - Outside



And you, you bring me to my knees, again
All the times that I could beg you please, in vain
All the times that I've felt insecure for you
And I leave my burdens at the door

But I'm on the outside and I'm looking in
I can see through you, see your true colors
'Cause inside you're ugly, you're ugly like me
I can see through you, see to the real you

All the times that I felt like this won't end, it was for you
And I taste what I could never have, it was from you
All the times that I've cried
My intentions were full of pride
But I waste more time than anyone

But I'm on the outside and I'm looking in
I can see through you, see your true colors
'Cause inside you're ugly, you're ugly like me
I can see through you, see to the real you

All the times that I've cried
All this wasted, it's all inside
And I feel all this pain
I stuffed it down, it's back again
And I lie here in bed
All alone, I can't mend
But I feel, tomorrow will be okay

But I'm on the outside and I'm looking in
I can see through you, see your true colors
'Cause inside you're ugly, you're ugly like me
I can see through you, see to the real you